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Dayak-Nana
Currently in SP.
Im a
Waiting patiently for,
MR
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Be giler2 (crazy2) in order for me, to entertain u.
If not i label u as a, BORINGGGG person.
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Thursday, December 17, 2009, 7:58 PM
Hellooo belloooo! =)It's holidays, baybey!! Happy...NOT! Grr..
Still have my 2456789 tutorials and don-noe-wat-next FYP.
HELLO PEOPLE!! YOU ONLY LEFT WITH BLOODY TWO WEEKS TO COMPLETE EVERYTHING!!! HELLO!!! WAKEY WAKEY!!!! DO YOU NEED A WAKE UP
*breath in breath out*
So, last Monday went Underwater World with sister's family. As usual, my sister was the ATM machine. Hahahah. TanQ for the treat! Let's the pictures do the talking..
Thank God for the windy day. Taken outside Vivo.
Underwater world!
I looked like a tour guide. A pretty one that is. Haha!
The loving couple.
Cute ehk the stingray "face". haha!
The loving siblings! Chilled at Siloso
Back to vivo! =)
Presenting my videos...
1. Abg din's birthday.
2. Sister and family fed the stinKSray.
On the other note;
Activity: Tree top walk
Date:
Time: 10 am
Meeting place: Jurong East Station
Interested to come along? Please do not hesitate to email/call/message me. =)
PLEASE RE-CONFIRMED! TanQ~
-dayak-
Saturday, December 12, 2009, 12:28 AM
No wonder my paper today is the last paper!!! It's easy yet difficult. Hahax. Go figure. Seriously, it was easy...easy to fail that is! Funny to see everyone in the class sighing and complaining. Hahax. Damn it lah!!I had a great date with angels. Meeting them soon for a simple LUNCH and NOT celebration. Nyehehe.
Blablablabla.
Received a news.
Dreams are shattered.
Hopes are broken into pieces.
It hurts me deeply when she said that sentence.
Even though i'm nineteen, i can still think like i'm in thirties.
In MY opinion, it's not fair.
Why making it so complex when it is actually simple?
That's when we use... LIFE IS COMPLICATED.
For your happiness, we will sacrifice everything...including our dreams.
Still, life is so unfair. URGH!
-dayak-
Tears are rolling.
Sunday, December 6, 2009, 11:26 PM
Feeling better. TanQ Rosie Phua for the advice & encouragement. I need it!! Still, the headache won't run away. Everything is over. Shall forget about it. Tomorrow will be a brand new day! Of course lah, MST week mah...Sister is planning to go some places after my MST week. I shall join her. She is more than glad to pay everything for me. Lol. I need a break remember? I think, i need breakS. hehe.
Jia You!
-dayak-
11:10 AM
Aku rasa kan, kalau aku ada lemah semangat atau hati aku dah bleh k.o tau. Aku ingat kemarahan ibu aku akan reda semalam. Tapi aku salah, pagi2 jek aku dah kena marah lagi. Bagi aku, takdelah besar sgt kesalahan aku tu. Setakat sluar panjang aku basah... kena air.Tadi pagi, aku ada bad mood sikit. Tapi ibu ingat aku stress psl mst semua sampai aku tak mampu nk tlg ibu. Tapi tu bukanlah sebab aku bad mood. Ibu tak pernah nk tanya kenapa aku bad mood ke apa ke. All she does is to assume. Padahal padahal. Then, came the best part. Kena marah lagi... for the mistake NOT done by me. Takkan semua kesalahan, semua punca aku? Bebal sgt ke aku? It's not fair. Dah kena tengking, adui. Brain can't take it anymore tau. Yg best nye lagi, yang bersalah berada di tempat yang sama tidak mahu mengaku salah. So, biar aku kena marah sorg2 ah kirakan? Best. Aku majok aku kena pujuk. Winning her heart back it's never easy ok.
Aku rasa korg tau yang aku nak ke tree top walk. Ibu tak kasi. "Buat ape kau nak keluar2 ni sume? Kalau setakat nk tgk pokok, sini pun ada." Seriously, i need a break. Takkan selepas stress ni sume aku tak bleh release my tension. Kalau kat umah, lagi makan hati dgn karenah anak2 saudara aku tu. One day pls. I really need a day to get rid this bloody headache. I need to laugh. Laughter is the best medicine...so i really2 need one. Or more. I will persuade her.
-dayak-
Akungahgilertautak.
Friday, December 4, 2009, 10:10 PM
I need to let go of these thoughts. I don't know who to share with. Here will do i guess.Started with a bad day and ending with a bad night. Seriously, mum was too furious and stressed up today. I know she needs to vent her anger but she did not have to reprimand me for the things that i have NOT done and for my siblings' mistakes. I mean... why am i to be blamed for everything. Wait, blame is not a right word. Shall i say, i'm indirectly involve in their mistakes. I don't like to be scolded for nothing. I know how to differentiate between "vent her anger" and "scolding" and oh, "advising". Note: I 101% don't mind mum venting her anger because she should anyways. She has to think more than us.
I thought later at night, mum would cool down. But, no. Something cropped up again and she didn't bother to listen to my explaination and she decided to raise her voice aka scolding me and it was NOT my fault. Cool? I cried badly after that.
It's really painful to be reprimanded by her especially when it's not my fault, AT ALL. I am stressed up enough with my MST coming and can't bloody understand the modules. And now, stressed up with all the scoldings. Don't you think my siblings should get the "shares" too? At least they will know how mum is feeling. It's like, now, i'm the only one who knows and it's my responsibility to solve all the "problems" out there. But, it's not me who is responsible of the problems so how am i suppose to solve it unless the tuan/puan punya body clears them.
Seriously, my brain can't take it anymore. The headache won't go away at all. It has been weeks. I need a clear mind or brain to study for MST. It seems that my brain isn't working at all now. I can feel that i'm floating when i walk, sit and even now. Panadol is useless. At least i feel better now after i rant here. Still, i can feel that my brain is bursting. Hurts big time!
Bro, if you're reading this. Understand understood aites.
And as for me, i've cleared my mistake. Focusing 100% on studies and family.
Shouldn't repeat that bloody mistake again. Mum still thinks i'm angau-ing but i'm not and it has never started. Oh wells. Sayonara.
Back to notes.
-dayak-
Sunday, November 29, 2009, 11:22 PM
Just ignore the previous post. If you get what it means, just keep it to yourself. A lot of commotions occuring. Haish. I hate that, totally. I thought poly life would be much more easier. I was wrong.Oh well. Enduring is the best damn thing! Lol. Of course, learnt on endurance for four years in secondary school. How on earth can i forget it?!? Hahax.
Let's flash back!
Watched 2012 with my angel on...don't-noe-when-last-tuesday. Hahax. I cried at certain scenes. I don't know. I felt so emotional. Deaths. That freaks me out. In my opinion, the film shouldn't call 2012/Doomsday... maybe natural disaster? Because at the end, there are people that still survive. Hahax.
Next, andy's graduation night. He was selected to do a performance. I'm glad he did well with confidence!! Video is uploaded below. As for pictures, you may view it at facebook IF only you have added me as your friend of course. Oh wait, did i change the album to public view? LOL.
Baked blueberry cheesecake. Yes, i love you.
Andy's art piece. It was sold at 10 bucks. =)
Andy's golden monkey hair!!
THE VIDEO.
Next, bowled with siblings on last last Saturday. It has been ages since i bowled! Lol. I got to play arcade!!! HAHA! Ok, what's the big deal right. Shuddup you! Hehe.
Lastly, hari raya aidiladha. There are many complications during the pilgrimage this year. I thank god for blessing my parents to perform their haj last year. Alhamdulilah, syukur sangat sangat. I'm not able to forget the month that i had to survive without my parents last year. House chores...cooked for brother. Hahahaha. Funny. Really. I wondered how bro was able to finish my tasteless dish. I know he appreciated for what i've done. =)
This year, raya-ed with granny.
Sedap nak mampos makanan!
We decided to chill at the playground.
I love mummy okays.
A joke for that day was... (translated it to english)
Mum: She (me) likes a boy.
Granny: Who? Handsome? Working?
Me: HAHAHA!
Mum: She said that if she can't get that boy, she will snatch his father.
Granny: *angry at me* YOU CRAZY OR WHAT! Kan bapak org, suami org!
Me: Ok what... his father is more handsome!
Granny: *continues to nag*
Granny actually believed mum. Tsk. I'm still sane, granny oh granny. Hahahah! But the idea is, no bad ah! Hahahahahaha. Mampos.
Will be away for two weeks... not from S'pore, from here. Focusing on MST. Hahaha. Damn it lah. I want to change my habit on studying, can? It doesn't work AT ALL. I'm still lazy as ever. Grr.
Kekasih yang dulu hilang,
Kini dia telah kembali pulang.
Akan ku suruh dia terbang,
Tinggalkan ku seorang.
It's funny to know you... back again and the past. Haha. Guys are so good in using honeyed words. So, i don't know whether i should believe you. We shall see. Hahahaha. =)
Bro, no worries coz i heard you. Tapi, tak salah kn kalau sekali2 nak feeling2 jekk. Nyehehe~ ^_^
-dayak-
Good Luck to those are sitting for their tests!!!
Thursday, November 26, 2009, 1:02 AM
For now,Fu-Ku-Ah.
Later earthlings.